;//＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿ ;//シーン名 ：『』 ;//file名 ：0185 ;//登場人物 ：主人公、夏 ;//服装 ： ;//日付 ： ;//時間 ： ;//場所 ： ;//予想容量 ：全体を通して5K前後 ;//備考 ：夏一人称視点 ;//＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿ *0185_TOP ;{SceneSet 家族として女として} ;//m:体験版範囲書き戻し済み ;//*MEMORIES_START回想いらない？ ;//bgm07.ogg [bgm storage="BGM07"] ;//■イベントCG　natu_H001（寝乱れ夏） [evcg storage="natu_H001a"][trans_c cross time=300] ;//システムアイコン＆メッセージウィンドウ表示 [sysbt_meswin] *2327| [fc] [vo_nat s="natu0320"] [ns]Natsu[nse] "Ngh..."[pcms] *2328| [fc] "Huh... Did I fall asleep?"[pcms] *2329| [fc] "I really am weak to alcohol... I got completely wasted from just that[r] little bit."[pcms] *2330| [fc] "And what's this? That bastard Makoto, draping a towel over someone's[r] face. I'm not dead, you know."[pcms] *2331| [fc] "But well, it's just the right amount of brightness, so maybe I'll[r] just go back to sleep like this."[pcms] ;//♂Ｄ：SE　かちゃかちゃ　食器の触れる音 *2332| [fc] "... Makoto's doing the dishes, huh."[pcms] *2333| [fc] "For a guy, he's really diligent... Did he get his gender mixed up[r] when he was born or what?"[pcms] *2334| [fc] "Heh... It might have been better if it were the other way around.[r] Well, no use saying things like that now."[pcms] *2335| [fc] "Still, it makes me happy. That Makoto would invite me on a trip."[pcms] *2336| [fc] "And to think he'd even pay for it. As the older one, it feels a bit[r] shameful, but with my current situation, I can't afford to be[r] generous."[pcms] *2337| [fc] "I thought he was just a lecherous, skinny, unreliable guy, but he[r] turned out to be a good kid... Makoto."[pcms] *2338| [fc] "Now, Makoto is all I have. The only family I've got."[pcms] *2339| [fc] "I wish I could show you to your dad in heaven. Everyone would be so[r] happy to see how you are now."[pcms] *2340| [fc] "... That goes for me too, I guess."[pcms] *2341| [fc] "Although, if they saw the state I'm in now, my parents would probably[r] be sighing."[pcms] *2342| [fc] "Whether they're alive or dead... I don't even know who or where they[r] are."[pcms] *2343| [fc] "Ever since I was little, I've been alone. Always, alone."[pcms] *2344| [fc] "When I was a kid... I was looked at strangely by those around me and[r] got bullied."[pcms] *2345| [fc] "My appearance was different from the other kids. For a girl, various[r] parts of me were too big..."[pcms] *2346| [fc] "My personality too, since I was always around boys, I ended up like[r] this. Though that might not be the only reason."[pcms] *2347| [fc] "What's gotten into me? Thinking about the past like this. Am I that[r] drunk?"[pcms] *2348| [fc] "I'm so sleepy. And yet--"[pcms] *2349| [fc] "Unwanted memories and happy times alike keep surfacing one after[r] another."[pcms] *2350| [fc] "After entering the institution, I went to an all-boys school... And[r] then joined the Self-Defense Forces."[pcms] *2351| [fc] "Going to an all-boys school... There were girls too, but including[r] me, we didn't even make up ten percent of the total."[pcms] *2352| [fc] "I was oddly popular with the girls. Even though I was always fighting[r] with the boys."[pcms] *2353| [fc] "...Not that it did me any good being popular with girls. I'm a girl[r] myself. I wanted to date guys."[pcms] *2354| [fc] "And so I joined the Self-Defense Forces, which was full of men..."[pcms] *2355| [fc] "Huh? Why did I do that again?"[pcms] *2356| [fc] "I forced my alcohol-numbed brain to spin as I desperately tried to[r] remember why I joined the Self-Defense Forces. There's really no need[r] to be so desperate about such a thing."[pcms] *2357| [fc] "In the midst of memories that appeared and vanished, a corner of the[r] reason why finally began to emerge."[pcms] *2358| [fc] "Right, it was that TV show. It looked so cool."[pcms] *2359| [fc] "It wasn't the shooting that was cool. It was the Self-Defense Force[r] members helping people that looked incredibly cool. I wanted to help[r] people in trouble in various countries too."[pcms] *2360| [fc] "Driven by that admiration, I acquired various qualifications."[pcms] *2361| [fc] "And then, I finally became a Self-Defense official."[pcms] *2362| [fc] "...Despite joining because of my admiration, it wasn't all great; I[r] had my share of sexual harassment. Those aren't very good memories."[pcms] *2363| [fc] "Amidst all that, the one person who acknowledged me was Makoto's[r] father."[pcms] *2364| [fc] "It's no exaggeration to say that because of him, I am who I am today.[r] It's because of him that I'm living with Makoto now."[pcms] *2365| [fc] "Thanks to him... I'm not alone."[pcms] *2366| [fc] "He was the one who always invited me over to his house and treated me[r] like family..."[pcms] *2367| [fc] A person I can never thank enough.[pcms] *2368| [fc] Makoto also became very attached to me.[pcms] *2369| [fc] [vo_nat s="natu0321"] [ns]Natsu[nse] "..."[pcms] *2370| [fc] And yet, on that day four years ago.[pcms] *2371| [fc] Except for Makoto, my "family" was lost again due to that incident...[r] the epidemic.[pcms] *2372| [fc] I don't even want to remember it. That day when I lost someone[r] important to me.[pcms] *2373| [fc] Ah...[pcms] *2374| [fc] Am I being a good sister? To Makoto, am I a good family member? What[r] does Makoto, who lost his parents, think of me...?[pcms] *2375| [fc] Now that we've come to live together like this. Am I a necessary[r] existence for Makoto?[pcms] *2376| [fc] Lately, Makoto has become more mature. There are times when he seems[r] to see me properly as a woman...[pcms] *2377| [fc] But still, the anxiety is always there.[pcms] *2378| [fc] Ah... Surely, I must like Makoto.[pcms] *2379| [fc] Beyond the concept of family, I... I like Makoto as a man.[pcms] *2380| [fc] But...[pcms] *2381| [fc] I am certainly a woman. And Makoto is certainly a man.[pcms] *2382| [fc] We are family. Can we ever cross that barrier?[pcms] *2383| [fc] Ah, it's no good. Alcohol... I don't hate it.[pcms] *2384| [fc] But, it's not something to drink too much of.[pcms] *2385| [fc] My head isn't working anymore. It makes me think of unnecessary[r] things.[pcms] *2386| [fc] If I don't understand, then it's fine to stay that way.[pcms] *2387| [fc] My relationship with Makoto...[pcms] *2388| [fc] It's fine the way it is now.[pcms] ;//BGMフェードアウト [fadeoutbgm time=500] ; *2389| [fc] For now...[pcms] ;//ZAP成立フラグ [eval exp="f.l_natu0185 = 1"] ;//ザップ戻り効果 [zapfade] ;//戻り先用BGM ;//bgm09.ogg [bgm storage="BGM09"] ;//★room10c 誠と夏都のアパートリビング・夜 [bg storage="room10c"][trans_c cross time=500] ;//システムアイコン＆メッセージウィンドウ表示 ;[sysbt_meswin] ;//次のブロック0190へjump [jump storage="0190.ks" target=*zap_modori] ;//＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿