in-by-side/Data/EventCSV/1490.csv

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2On Saturday night, Joff didn't come home.9990298800000
3Seth told me that he had to return to the city for urgent business.9990298800000
4The letter from Joff that arrived today. Even though we meet every week, receiving a formal letter from him makes me feel strangely embarrassed.9990298800000
5It was a tender letter that conveyed his loving feelings.9990298800000
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7And yet, I sleep with Seth every day.9990298900000
8Joff knows about it, and even so, he still cherishes me every weekend.9990298900000
9I started this to help Joff, but now it's become an excuse.9990298900000
10Lately, just meeting Seth makes me feel flushed, and the thought of being held by him makes my body ache.9990299000000
11So when I was asked if I would continue serving, the thought of refusing never even crossed my mind.9990299000000
12Right now, I'm afraid of my relationship with Seth ending.9990299100000
13If that happens, I'll feel a loneliness incomparable to the time with Youse.9990299100000
14My body, which has been trained, can no longer go on without Seth.9990299100000
15That's why the only choice I had to stay connected with Seth was to continue serving.9990299200000
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