551 lines
12 KiB
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551 lines
12 KiB
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;//ブロック10100 『逃避』
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;//@konya 11/12 bg貼付
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*10100_TOP
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;{SceneSet 逃避}
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;//---------------------------------------------------------------
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;//背景：LESAR内・漫画喫茶アルカディア・女子トイレ
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;//登場人物:瑞樹
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;//視点：瑞樹一人称
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;//時間帯：夜
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;//---------------------------------------------------------------
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;[eval exp="f.l_map = 22"]
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;//---------------------------------------------------------------
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[eval exp="sf.SRP16 = 1"]
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[if exp="tf.scene_mode==0"][jump target=*NORMAL_PLAY][endif]
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;タイトルから即回想きた時用にウィンドウの設定
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;[winset][scene_exp_init]
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;//BGM(回想用）
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[bgm storage="BGM12"]
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[jump target=*LABEL_MEMORIES_START]
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*NORMAL_PLAY
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;//---------------------------------------------------------------
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;//bgm12 maniac
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[bgm storage="BGM12"]
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;//〆：黒画面
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[bg storage="BG110"][trans_c cross time=500]
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;[eval exp="f.l_map = 22"]
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[sysbt_meswin]
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*699|
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[fc]
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I rushed into the bathroom as if fleeing, and then I found[r]
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myself unable to move.[pcms]
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*700|
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[fc]
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Ever since returning from that rave, I've been forced to[r]
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deal with that Dazai almost without any rest, and my fatigue[r]
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had reached its peak.[pcms]
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*701|
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[fc]
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My physical condition is bad, I feel sick, it's the worst[r]
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state to be in.[pcms]
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*702|
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[fc]
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If it were a person of the opposite sex I liked, an[r]
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attractive person, I might not mind the fatigue so much, but[r]
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after all, the other party is that Dazai.[pcms]
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*703|
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[fc]
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He's like the embodiment of all the ugly parts of a man.[r]
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Just sharing the same air with him makes me feel sick.[pcms]
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*704|
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[fc]
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I'm sure all the other girls in Jin's group would agree with[r]
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this view.[pcms]
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;//[ChrSetEx layer=5 chbase="mizu_e4"][ChrSetXY layer=5 x=160 y=0][trans_c cross time=150]
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*705|
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[fc]
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[vo_miz s="mizuki0089"]
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[ns]Mizuki[nse]
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"And yet that girl..."[pcms]
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*706|
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[fc]
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She seemed almost happy to expose her body to Dazai's[r]
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desires, to men's lust. Is madness really such a terrible[r]
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thing?[pcms]
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*707|
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[fc]
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Is madness something so fierce that it can transform a[r]
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woman's nature into something else...?[pcms]
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*708|
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[fc]
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I left the aftermath of the feast with those red eyes[r]
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untouched. I didn't even want to breathe the same air from[r]
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that place.[pcms]
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*709|
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[fc]
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If I had forced myself to stay there, I might have thrown[r]
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up.[pcms]
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*710|
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[fc]
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In the end, all the girls who were still energetic were[r]
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taken away by Dazai to watch fireworks.[pcms]
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*711|
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[fc]
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I was the only one who managed to hide in the office and[r]
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escape after somehow contacting Jin.[pcms]
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*712|
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[fc]
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That girl with the creepy red eyes was truly unsettling.[r]
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Those who had sex with her ended up making the same awkward[r]
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movements and left half-naked...[pcms]
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*713|
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[fc]
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Even if those idiots get caught by the police, as far as I'm[r]
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concerned, it's none of my business. Jin might get angry if[r]
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he finds out though.[pcms]
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*714|
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[fc]
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Still, I didn't want to get involved with those guys.[pcms]
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*715|
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[fc]
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More importantly for me was the fact that I had accidentally[r]
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met Kousuke and the others.[pcms]
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*716|
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[fc]
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That encounter acted like a trigger, and since then a fog[r]
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has settled over my heart, and my irritation has been[r]
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growing.[pcms]
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*717|
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[fc]
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The joy of reunion on one hand, and on the other, the[r]
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sadness of having my current undesirable self known.[pcms]
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*718|
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[fc]
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Their eyes that seemed to understand, that pitied me, and[r]
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their shallow words made me incredibly angry.[pcms]
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*719|
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[fc]
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I opened my shoulder bag and took out my broken choker, my[r]
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favorite snacks, and my glasses case.[pcms]
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*720|
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[fc]
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Inside the glasses case were drugs packed tightly. They're[r]
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like magic pills that save me when I'm irritated.[pcms]
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*721|
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[fc]
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...Kousuke. No matter how much I try to forget him, I can't[r]
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get him out of my mind.[pcms]
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*722|
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[fc]
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I want to be with him again... But as I am now, I'm not[r]
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worthy of him. We live in different worlds now.[pcms]
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*723|
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[fc]
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There's no way someone as tainted as me could walk alongside[r]
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him.[pcms]
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*724|
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[fc]
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Living is really full of unpleasant things. Why is it only[r]
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me who has to go through something like this?[pcms]
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*725|
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[fc]
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After a deep sigh, I took out a small glass bottle from the[r]
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case.[pcms]
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*726|
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[fc]
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Inside the glass bottle were sparkling, very fine,[r]
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transparent crystals.[pcms]
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*727|
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[fc]
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The powder was so fine it seemed it could scatter with a[r]
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breath, and as I carefully brought it close to my nose, it[r]
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emitted a dull light.[pcms]
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*728|
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[fc]
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This powder will set me free. It will release me from[r]
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everything. I just want to forget everything and fall asleep[r]
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like this.[pcms]
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*729|
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[fc]
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So I took a deep breath and inhaled the powder.[pcms]
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[black_toplayer][trans_c cross time=1000][hide_chara_int]
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*730|
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[fc]
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After closing my eyes and waiting for a while, the drug[r]
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began to lead my heart towards freedom.[pcms]
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*731|
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[fc]
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I felt weightless, the fatigue disappeared... Only a sense[r]
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of ecstasy began to well up. Although I should feel light,[r]
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my body sinks into the ground.[pcms]
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[bg storage="BG110"][trans_c cross time=500]
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*732|
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[fc]
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Everything in my field of vision glowed dully yellow... My[r]
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consciousness became increasingly blurred.[pcms]
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*733|
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[fc]
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Yet only my brain was clearly awake, feeling like I was in a[r]
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high fever in bed or soaking in a hot bath, a relaxed[r]
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sensation.[pcms]
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*734|
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[fc]
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And then on the screen behind my eyelids, a familiar scene[r]
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was projected.[pcms]
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*735|
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[fc]
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My dream... it was to become a singer. That has been[r]
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consistent since I was a child.[pcms]
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*736|
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[fc]
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If I were to become one, I'd prefer to be a talented singer[r]
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rather than just an idol for show. An R&B singer was ideal.[pcms]
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*737|
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[fc]
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So I actively went to karaoke and practiced a lot so that I[r]
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could sing better than anyone else.[pcms]
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*738|
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[fc]
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Kousuke, Wataru, Yuuho, Ren, Hiko-chin. All of us childhood[r]
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friends had some sort of talent.[pcms]
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*739|
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[fc]
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I wasn't particularly cute, and smart bodies like Yuuho's or[r]
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Ren's were ideal for me; these big breasts were nothing but[r]
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a complex for me.[pcms]
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*740|
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[fc]
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I thought singing was my forte, singing was everything to[r]
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me.[pcms]
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*741|
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[fc]
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Eventually Kousuke began to support my dream.[pcms]
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*742|
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[fc]
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He wrote songs for me, and I was truly happy.[pcms]
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*743|
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[fc]
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Kousuke has always been an all-around sports guy, good at[r]
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studying, strong in fights, straightforward and very kind...[pcms]
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*744|
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[fc]
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He was an existence that encapsulated all the charms of a[r]
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man. Before I knew it, I had no interest in any other men[r]
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but Kousuke.[pcms]
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*745|
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[fc]
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But because I thought Yuuho was the one Kousuke liked, I[r]
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always harbored painful feelings inside me.[pcms]
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*746|
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[fc]
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So when Kousuke told me he liked me, it felt like one of my[r]
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dreams had come true; I was so happy.[pcms]
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*747|
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[fc]
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But Kousuke is always a shining boy. A girl like me without[r]
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any talent other than singing would just be a burden by his[r]
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side.[pcms]
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*748|
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[fc]
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I wasn't even fat; someone like me just didn't match up with[r]
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Kousuke.[pcms]
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*749|
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[fc]
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In music too, Kousuke was quickly recognized for his talent,[r]
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even attracting attention from industry insiders.[pcms]
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*750|
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[fc]
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In a daily life filled with envy and jealousy, I desperately[r]
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wanted to achieve some kind of result to live up to such[r]
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people's expectations.[pcms]
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*751|
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[fc]
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But reality is different from dreams. No matter how much I[r]
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sang, the results didn't come. No matter how hard I tried, I[r]
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lacked talent.[pcms]
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*752|
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[fc]
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Even though it was my only skill, my only reliance, there[r]
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was no future for someone without talent.[pcms]
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*753|
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[fc]
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The fear of having my emotional support exposed as just a[r]
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boring dream.[pcms]
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*754|
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[fc]
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In the end, I became so desperate that I couldn't see what[r]
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was around me and fell for the invitation of a dubious self-[r]
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proclaimed industry person.[pcms]
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*755|
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[fc]
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I didn't listen to Kousuke's attempts to stop me and oppose[r]
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it; I couldn't stand being pitied by Kousuke, being helped[r]
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and saved...[pcms]
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*756|
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[fc]
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I saw an attitude of condescension from him, as if he was[r]
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saving me from above, and it made me angry to feel[r]
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belittled... The same went for what everyone else said.[pcms]
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*757|
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[fc]
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I was taken to an office in a room of a mansion, given a[r]
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drink, and when I came to, I was on a bed surrounded by many[r]
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men.[pcms]
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[black_toplayer][trans_c cross time=1000][hide_chara_int]
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*LABEL_MEMORIES_START
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;//HEV???
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;システムボタン＆ウィンドウ表示
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[sysbt_meswin]
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*758|
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[fc]
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Under Shige's direction, I was gang-raped in front of the[r]
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camera.[pcms]
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;システムボタン＆ウィンドウ消去
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[sysbt_meswin clear]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV009a" time=1000]
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[wait time=500]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV009b" time=1000]
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[wait time=500]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV009c" time=1000]
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;システムボタン＆ウィンドウ表示
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[sysbt_meswin]
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*759|
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[fc]
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My virginity, which had only gone as far as kissing with[r]
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Kousuke, was taken by them that day.[pcms]
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;システムボタン＆ウィンドウ消去
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[sysbt_meswin clear]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV011a" time=1000]
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[wait time=500]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV011b" time=1000]
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;システムボタン＆ウィンドウ表示
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[sysbt_meswin]
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*760|
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[fc]
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My first time in every hole was defiled by Shige's huge[r]
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dick.[pcms]
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;システムボタン＆ウィンドウ消去
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[sysbt_meswin clear]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV010a" time=300]
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[wait time=500]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV010b" time=300]
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[wait time=500]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV010c" time=300]
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;システムボタン＆ウィンドウ表示
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[sysbt_meswin]
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*761|
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[fc]
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One after another, unknown men's cocks filled my holes.[pcms]
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*762|
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[fc]
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My womb, intestines, and mouth were filled with the men's[r]
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semen.[pcms]
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;//HEV???
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV012a" time=300]
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*763|
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[fc]
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After being confined in that mansion for several days, I[r]
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began to feel the joy of being a woman in being violated,[r]
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just like that girl with the red eyes.[pcms]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV012b" time=300]
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*764|
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[fc]
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Once I got to know drugs, I willingly accepted their abuse[r]
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and reveled in ecstasy.[pcms]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV012c" time=300]
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*765|
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[fc]
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I lost track of even my own name, indulging in carnal[r]
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desires day after day...[pcms]
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[black_toplayer][trans_c cross time=1000][hide_chara_int]
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*766|
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[fc]
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When my ego was about to collapse, Jin freed me.[pcms]
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[bg storage="BG110"][trans_c cross time=500]
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;[eval exp="f.l_map = 22"]
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*767|
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[fc]
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After that, I shut myself away at home for a while, not[r]
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going to school or seeing Kousuke and the others, continuing[r]
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to escape.[pcms]
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*768|
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[fc]
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Then everything seemed so unimportant, craving drugs and[r]
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SEX, I followed the throbbing of my body and joined Jin's[r]
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group.[pcms]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV032a" time=300]
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*769|
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[fc]
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In hindsight, everything was unnatural. There's no way[r]
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someone like Kousuke and a piece of trash like me with no[r]
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talent or redeeming qualities should be together.[pcms]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV032b" time=300]
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*770|
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[fc]
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It was a mistake to be with those people who had dreams and[r]
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talent just because we were childhood friends.[pcms]
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*771|
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[fc]
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I'm nothing but a clown who has nothing, who doesn't possess[r]
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anything but mistakenly believes he does.[pcms]
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*772|
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[fc]
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This is the right appearance now. This is the right shape[r]
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now. This is the appropriate life now.[pcms]
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[evcg白フラ storage="HEV003" time=300]
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*773|
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[fc]
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Drowning in alcohol, drowning in drugs, having SEX,[r]
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complaining while occasionally reveling in Jin's kindness.[pcms]
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*774|
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[fc]
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This way of life that just drifts along is just right for[r]
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me. That's enough for me.[pcms]
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*775|
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[fc]
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All those words from Kousuke and the others who know[r]
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nothing, all that thin sympathy can just be washed away with[r]
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drugs.[pcms]
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*776|
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[fc]
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That's fine...[pcms]
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*777|
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[fc]
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My consciousness sank into darkness just like that.[pcms]
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;//---------------------------------------------------------------
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; 回想モード中なら、回想モード画面に戻る
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[if exp="tf.scene_mode==1"]
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[jump storage="b_scene.ks" target=*back_from_SR]
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[endif]
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;[eval exp="sf.g_scene16 = 1"]
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;//---------------------------------------------------------------
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;//〆フェードアウト
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;[zapend_random]
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[zapfade]
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;//〆jump：00100
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[jump storage="00100.ks" target=*00100_TOP]
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