342 lines
7.5 KiB
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342 lines
7.5 KiB
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;//＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿
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;//シーン名 ：『織られる不安』
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;//file名 ：0210
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;//登場人物 ：主人公
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;//服装 ：制服
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;//日付 ：７月１７日
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;//時間 ：1時以降
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;//場所 ：主人公の部屋(時間：夜)
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;//予想容量 ：全体を通して5K前後
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;//備考 ：主人公一人称視点
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;//＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿
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*0210_TOP
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;{SceneSet 織られる不安}
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;//bgm03.ogg
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[bgm storage="BGM03"]
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;//★room02a 誠の部屋
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[bg storage="room02a"][trans_c cross time=500]
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;//システムアイコン＆メッセージウィンドウ表示
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[sysbt_meswin]
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*2938|
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[fc]
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I found myself facing the philosopher's time in the dead of night, for[r]
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what felt like the umpteenth time today.[pcms]
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*2939|
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[fc]
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It's because I went to check out the cosplay photo site that[r]
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Souichirou told me about, that my worldly desires seemed to have been[r]
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drained from my soul.[pcms]
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*2940|
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[fc]
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Lying on my back in bed, I stared up at the ceiling.[pcms]
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*2941|
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[fc]
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Doing this so many times in a day, I feel like it's going to mess with[r]
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my head.[pcms]
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*2942|
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[fc]
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I felt sorry for only shooting blanks when I imagined my 'milk tank'[r]
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working overtime to produce.[pcms]
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*2943|
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[fc]
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By the way, I need to update my fap material rankings later.[pcms]
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*2944|
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[fc]
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The top spot is firmly held by Onee-san, but the rest can change[r]
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depending on my mood.[pcms]
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*2945|
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[fc]
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Some days I want curry, other days I crave ramenit's like that.[pcms]
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*2946|
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[fc]
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Souichirou's words from earlier echoed in my head.[pcms]
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*2947|
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[fc]
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[ns]Makoto[nse]
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"It's a little scary how good things have been piling up..."[pcms]
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*2948|
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[fc]
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Indeed, it is a little scary.[pcms]
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*2949|
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[fc]
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With every good and fun thing that happened, I felt a deepening shadow[r]
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of anxiety.[pcms]
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*2950|
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[fc]
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I tried lifting the photo frame that was lying face down by my[r]
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bedside.[pcms]
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;//■イベントCG mob_N007 写真立て
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[evcg storage="mob_N007a"][trans_c cross time=300]
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*2951|
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[fc]
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In it was proof that a different past self of mine had lived, proof of[r]
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existence packed into one place.[pcms]
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*2952|
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[fc]
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The simple, unadorned photo frame contained pictures of my family and[r]
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friends.[pcms]
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*2953|
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[fc]
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The family photo was very old and faded in color.[pcms]
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*2954|
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[fc]
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A young version of my father and mother and an innocent me from my[r]
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childhood were all smiling carefree.[pcms]
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*2955|
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[fc]
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My parents, standing side by side, looked too young, slightly[r]
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different from how I remember them.[pcms]
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*2956|
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[fc]
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There I was, with a smile about to spill over as my young mother[r]
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wrapped her arms around me from behind.[pcms]
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*2957|
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[fc]
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In the background stood a large tree and what seemed to be a signboard[r]
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with explanations or descriptions written on it.[pcms]
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*2958|
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[fc]
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The photo with friends was more recent but of poor quality, clearly[r]
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taken with a cellphone at a glance.[pcms]
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*2959|
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[fc]
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To the left and right stood boys in soccer and baseball uniforms, and[r]
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in the center was me in a dress shirt and school trousers.[pcms]
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*2960|
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[fc]
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All of them were not illusions or lies but snippets of moments[r]
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experienced by my past self.[pcms]
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*2961|
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[fc]
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Moments from the past that will never return, impossible to recreate.[pcms]
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*2962|
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[fc]
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Eventually, they will fade from memory too, fleeting moments.[pcms]
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*2963|
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[fc]
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The only record that I had a family and friends is contained within[r]
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this photo frame.[pcms]
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*2964|
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[fc]
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The people in this photo frame... all but me have exited from life's[r]
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stage.[pcms]
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;//■イベントCG mob_N007 写真立て
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[evcg storage="mob_N007b"][trans_c cross time=300]
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*2965|
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[fc]
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The family photo was retrieved by Onee-san from a locker at a ruined[r]
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base shortly after that day when she participated in an investigation[r]
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operation.[pcms]
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*2966|
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[fc]
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Thinking that dad had kept such a photo in his locker makes my heart[r]
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ache.[pcms]
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*2967|
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[fc]
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I wonder if I was able to love my father as much as he loved his[r]
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child.[pcms]
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*2968|
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[fc]
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Did I even deserve to receive such love?[pcms]
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*2969|
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[fc]
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Onee-san knew it was a serious violation to take it out, but she did[r]
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it for me anyway.[pcms]
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*2970|
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[fc]
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The feeling of being loved and the empty feeling of not being able to[r]
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reciprocate wrestle within my chest.[pcms]
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*2971|
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[fc]
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The photo with friends was printed out from what remained on the[r]
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memory of my broken cellphone.[pcms]
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*2972|
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[fc]
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I wonder how many people are left in this world who can remember them.[pcms]
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*2973|
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[fc]
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Even though we were just marking time together until recently.[pcms]
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*2974|
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[fc]
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The life I lived in Akita four years ago now feels like an event from[r]
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a dream.[pcms]
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*2975|
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[fc]
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It's become vague and fuzzy, like someone else's life or memories from[r]
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a past life.[pcms]
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*2976|
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[fc]
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It's not just a brain function protecting me from my own misery and[r]
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pity; more than half of it is fact.[pcms]
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*2977|
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[fc]
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Humans are social creatures that construct societies.[pcms]
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*2978|
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[fc]
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Almost everything that made me who I am, the proof and existence of[r]
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myself, has been destroyed and lost.[pcms]
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*2979|
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[fc]
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It's no different in meaning than saying that almost all of my[r]
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existence has been destroyed.[pcms]
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*2980|
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[fc]
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I think it's the same whether one day I die alone and my existence's[r]
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proof ends, or one day everything but me dies and there's nothing left[r]
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to prove my existence.[pcms]
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*2981|
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[fc]
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Without realizing it, I must have become a different person, whether I[r]
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wished it or not.[pcms]
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*2982|
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[fc]
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The me who lived in Akita and the me now are different beings.[pcms]
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*2983|
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[fc]
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Moreover, I have no memory of "that day."[pcms]
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*2984|
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[fc]
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While the image of a terrible incident remains, what exactly happened[r]
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is not clear.[pcms]
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*2985|
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[fc]
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Perhaps that's why I feel an even greater disconnect between the time[r]
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before "that day" and now.[pcms]
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*2986|
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[fc]
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It feels the same as going to sleep in my bed at night and waking up[r]
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in the morning to a world where everyone is dead.[pcms]
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*2987|
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[fc]
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I remember what happened before I fell asleep, and I understand what[r]
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happened afterward, but the crucial part is completely unknown to me.[pcms]
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*2988|
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[fc]
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To suppress my sentimental feelings, I turned the photo frame face[r]
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down again.[pcms]
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;//★room02a 誠の部屋
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[bg storage="room02a"][trans_c cross time=500]
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*2989|
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[fc]
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The life I'm building now with my new friends.[pcms]
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*2990|
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[fc]
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The life with my sister, the only connection between the world four[r]
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years ago and the present.[pcms]
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*2991|
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[fc]
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Both are precious and irreplaceable to me.[pcms]
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*2992|
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[fc]
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I want to live in this world.[pcms]
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*2993|
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[fc]
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I never want to lose what's important to me again.[pcms]
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*2994|
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[fc]
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The thought of more things becoming blurred and unrecallable inside me[r]
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was a fear so chilling it made my spine freeze.[pcms]
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*2995|
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[fc]
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Longing for a world that exists only in photos and memories is[r]
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something I can save for when I'm much older.[pcms]
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*2996|
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[fc]
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The thought of losing the present without my knowledge, just like four[r]
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years ago, was unspeakably terrifying.[pcms]
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*2997|
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[fc]
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[ns]Makoto[nse]
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"..."[pcms]
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*2998|
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[fc]
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Sleepiness weighs heavily on my eyelids.[pcms]
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*2999|
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[fc]
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The world before sleep and the world after waking up.[pcms]
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*3000|
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[fc]
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Hoping that when I wake up it will still be a continuation of today, I[r]
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fell asleep with a prayer.[pcms]
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;//BGMフェードアウト
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[fadeoutbgm time=500]
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;<SoundFade 0,3000>
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;//#_ブラックアウト
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[black_toplayer][trans_c cross time=500][hide_chara_int]
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;//ブロック0220へjump
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[jump storage="0220.ks" target=*0220_TOP]
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;//＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿
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